I admit sometimes I do not know how to be grateful with my life now. I became like one who doesn't know how to appreciate. Iexpect perfection, but ya perfection does not exist for human life ryte. I dreamed of asuccess but it seems like success far away from me. I dreamed of acareerbut it seems career has never happened in my life. life is full of boredom,abuse, and accidents. so we can not deny because if we did it we just condemned by theGod.